James Van Der Beek, ‘Dawson’s Creek’ and ‘Varsity Blues’ star, dead at 48
The actor, who impressed in a wide range of comedic and dramatic roles, revealed colorectal cancer diagnosis in 2024
By Ale Russian
James Van Der Beek, the baby-faced heartthrob who first captured America’s heart as Dawson Leery in the hit Dawson’s Creek and continued to surprise in a wide range of roles throughout his career, died on Wednesday. He was 48.
“Our beloved James David Van Der Beek passed peacefully this morning,” Van Der Beek’s wife, Kimberly, wrote in a statement. “He met his final days with courage, faith, and grace. There is much to share regarding his wishes, love for humanity and the sacredness of time. Those days will come. For now we ask for peaceful privacy as we grieve our loving husband, father, son, brother, and friend.” Following Van Der Beek’s death, Kimberly launched a GoFundMe to support the actor’s family.
A cause of death was not immediately available, but in November 2024, Van Der Beek revealed he was battling colorectal cancer. The actor went public with his diagnosis more than 18 months after he started receiving treatment. He said it gave him a chance to process the news and his response outside the public eye, giving him a positive perspective. “As soon as I got diagnosed, I knew this is going to add many happy years to my life. I’m going to make changes that I never would have made otherwise, that I’m gonna look back on 30 years and say, ‘Thank God this happened,’” he told Good Morning America, where he also admitted that he was “a sobbing, terrified mess” after his diagnosis.
“It’s been a longer journey than I ever thought it would be. It’s required more of me — more patience, more discipline, more strength than I knew I had. I knew I was strong. I didn’t know I was this strong. But I feel good,” the actor told Today last December after being forced to miss a Dawson’s Creek reunion. “In private moments, for sure, I break down and get scared and feel weak. And it’s just all part of the journey. The hardest part has been the patience this has required as I’ll, say, make a plan and then not be able to follow through on it.”
James Van Der Beek was born March 8, 1977, in Connecticut to mom Melinda, a dancer and gymnastics teacher, and dad James, a former minor league baseball pitcher. He inherited his parent’s athletic abilities and excelled in football until a concussion at 13 took him off the field for a year. He discovered acting in the interim, landing the role of Danny Zucko in his school production of Grease.
After convincing his mom to get him an agent, Van Der Beek made his professional debut off-Broadway in 1993, when he was 16, in the Edward Albee play Finding the Sun, and his television debut the same year in Clarissa Explains It All. The young actor then booked his first movie roles, as a bully in 1995’s Angus, and the indie I Love You, I Love You Not in 1996, before hitting a career milestone thanks to Dawson’s Creek.
“25 years ago today … my life changed,” Van Der Beek wrote in a 2023 Instagram post celebrating the show’s milestone anniversary. “Not gradually, not day-by-day … instantly. It was the culmination of five years of auditioning, hundreds of hours on stage, thousands of hours traveling, preparing, dreaming, hoping, hearing ‘no,’ and making up reasons to keep going. But the shift was overnight.”
It was never his intention to get so famous. Before landing the gig that saw his face plastered on the bedroom walls of teens across America, Van Der Beek would tell friends he only wanted to be “Mandy Patinkin famous,” he explained to Vulture in 2013. “He was awesome, he did a lot of theater, he won Tonys.”
Instead, a then-20-year-old Van Der Beek went from signing his first autograph in 1998, when Dawson’s premiered in late January, to “literally two weeks later, being rushed by an angry, screaming mob of teenage girls … and being shoved in the back of a cop car to escape the melee.”
The chaos was just getting started. The risqué show with fresh-faced actors was a sensation for the WB network, and the young cast was quickly in demand as fans devoured any ounce of information about them. For Van Der Beek and other cast members, it led to a whirlwind time where the cast would work full hours on set every week and spend weekends doing photo shoots and other promotional work for the show.
“It was exhausting,” Van Der Beek recalled to Vulture in 2013. “It all happened so quickly, and I felt like I hadn’t really asked for that much. I showed up at a set and somebody put a bigger helping on my plate than I had gone in there for. I certainly did not have the perspective to appreciate how rare that opportunity was in life.”
It was also inescapable. Even when he wasn’t being recognized, Van Der Beek couldn’t go anywhere without hearing the show’s iconic opening theme song, Paula Cole’s “I Don’t Want to Wait.” The song became synonymous with the pandemonium for the actor who couldn’t walk down the street without living “in fear of teenage girls,” he joked to The Guardian in 2017.
Decades later, the actor still had a visceral response when he heard it: “If I was at karaoke and it started playing, there’s a part of me — and I’m a fucking grown-ass man with four kids — that still wants to go hide under the table. I was at a pharmacy in Philadelphia and it came on, and I immediately went into a weird panic.”
It makes sense then that, as Dawson’s Creek was nearing its end, Van Der Beek was ready for a role with some edge after gaining acclaim for his dramatic turn in 1999’s Varsity Blues.
The 2002 movie Rules of Attraction introduced a darker side to Van Der Beek, as Sean Bateman, a drug dealer and the younger brother of American Psycho’s Patrick Bateman, who is caught in a love triangle with a virgin and her bisexual ex-boyfriend. Looking back on his decision to star in such a different project, Van Der Beek said in a 2013 Reddit Q&A that the movie gave him a chance to find an outlet “for the spectrum of the human experience I didn’t get a chance to channel while playing the most sensitive teenager on planet Earth. The whole thing felt like an exorcism.”
It also gave a clue as to who the real Van Der Beek was behind Dawson Leery’s dreamy blond bangs, and he spent the rest of his career making unexpected choices that illuminated his range of talents. In the years after Dawson’s ended in 2003, he appeared in guest roles on a series of long-running shows, including How I Met Your Mother, Criminal Minds, and One Tree Hill, as well as supporting roles in CSI: Cyber in 2015, the short-lived Mercy in 2010, and Don’t Trust the B in Apartment 23 in 2013.
The latter saw Van Der Beek show off his comedic chops as he played a fictionalized, heightened version of himself, desperate to restart his career. It could’ve hit too close to home for the actor who hadn’t yet managed to eclipse his most famous role. Instead, Van Der Beek leaned into the challenge and saw it as an opportunity to reinvent himself and his image. “It [was] great to go in and obliterate any shards of ego or self-preservation that may have been left,” he told The Guardian in 2017 of playing a version of himself. “Any preciousness, any label that you’re fighting for or hoping to preserve — it’s the death of any interesting or worthwhile expression.”
Though Van Der Beek continued to work steadily throughout his career, his priorities seemed to shift once he became a father. The actor met his wife, Kimberly, in July 2009, and the two quietly married in August 2010 after announcing they were expecting their first of six children.
“We have watched our lives change with each kid,” he told People in 2019 of his large family. “We’ve watched opportunities grow, and we’ve seen the positive effect it’s had on our other kids. And the added love brought into the house lights everybody up in a way that is kind of undeniable.”
Son Jeremiah’s arrival came after the couple faced five pregnancy losses, including nearly fatal back-to-back miscarriages in late-2019 and 2020, with Kimberly needing emergency blood transfusions. “There’s a lot of shock, absolute dread, disbelief, and then helplessness accompanied by fear,” the actor said of watching his wife struggle through the losses and health scares. “But you go through it and you take it breath by breath. You have to let it unfold at a pace that works for you.”